33 days + me(& chatty) = the hell outta here....
So, it's true. Just 33 days until it's over. Hallalujah!!
We (chatty and me) are sitting around all day at school because of the f'd up STAR testing schedule. 1st period is like 6 hours long and I don't even have a 1st period! BUT, we had to be here because there was a stupid staff meeting at 7:15...so we were here early! UGH.
But A.S.S. has been helping me pass my time. We have been emailing all freakin day...about what you ask...not much...a bunch of nonsense really, but it makes me laugh, outloud even. We really are two silly birds.
I went and got lunch for chatty, woz and me and it was bad. Poor Fortuna, it really has no hope to be cool. Everything kinda sucks here except for the school. The school is actually okay. If we could pluck a few teachers out of their comfy little desk chairs and replace them with well...cool people, then it could be almost bearable in my opinion...and we would keep the sup. cause he's cool. And there are a few students that I wish that I could keep for awhile. This cat for instance, she is a freakin character and I laugh everyday with her. It is great being around people like that, isn't it...I think it keeps you healthy.
Have you ever felt like you want to reconnect with people that you haven't seen in awhile? I am going through that right now in a bad way. I think I feel old and I am trying to remember times when I was crazier and the people that went with it. It may work. If it doesn't atleast I will have reconnected with some of my good buddies from times past. Here I sit, a 31 year old in 21 year old's mind ( I would say body but who would I be kidding???). Does your mind ever catch up with your age? OR, do you even really want it to? It seems like a good idea to think young always but then it also seems like it could make you a little unhappy because regardless of how young you feel, you can't deny the fact that HELLO! you're getting older! What is the happy medium?
I think its when you are outside on a sunny day, playing frisbee really well with people you love (and hopefully they play well too, that only adds to it), and you're barefoot and the grass has no burrs or thistles or dog poop in it and you're out of breath but in a very good way and everyone is happy and healthy (EVERYONE), and there is a lot of laughter and it's just...in the moment...right? Because really, who cares about all of that other shit like growing old when you can have a day...even a moment like that, where everything and everyone is just jivin' together. It happens.
Right now I am listening to Damien Rice. He is a very 'sensitive' singer so he is rubbing off on my mood. Okay, I just switched it to the Dead 60's-Riot Radio. Very uplifting. Woah...the song that just came on is People are People by Depeche Mode...an oldie but a goodie.
K, I'm outta here, gotta clean my room before the chittlins show up at 2.
More later of course.
5.03.2006
Posted by Unknown at 12:49 PM
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