There is now a link to a blog for Tim and Brian off to the side there.
It's tiki torches at twilight...a song by David Lindley who he listened to all of the time.

I still have no words to say. I can't form thoughts. All I have in me is drained out...I feel so sad and lifeless. Ugh. I can't look at pictures, I can't sit and think, I can't focus.

This is the most shitty deal ever.

I can't imagine a time when I won't cry for Tim and when I won't be sad anymore. It seems impossible.